going to school in the south i totally knew that who i was would be a challenge. im not a frat boy. Im a theatre kid. but im also straight. ive never had an issue with gay people coming on to me, because i understand how unnecessarily misleading i am. But its the type of thing that makes me realize how alone i am in my life. Its not like I need some form of a companion or significant other. But i would just love to have people around me at the moment that actually cared about me. I wish I didn’t have to force myself upon others just to maintain friends. Oh well there is not much to be done.